Its hard too just sit through a memorial for one of your moms best friends who died earlyer in the year. My moms friends Mike and Tary both died recently and they held a memorial for them both today. They had beeen married and Tary died first. Mike just folowed after. They had both helped my mom rasie me and my brothers when we were younger so they were very close to me.

I sometimes envy children.Most don't understand the concept of death. My moms friends young children were so full of lif today it made me cry harder.

We never know we are going to lose someone close to us. Either to diseas, suicide, or murder.So do one thing for my when your done reading this. Go up to or call or somehow contaket someone you care about. Be it your parents,your siblings,you friends,your spose,lover,girlfriend, or booyfriend. Just tell them you love them because you never know when will be the last time you see them, hear from them, kiss them, hug them, laugh with them,or look into their eyes and see them as they are.

Reflect on your life as well and prey to watever god or godess you belive in that your lost loved ones are happy and safe.

Goog night, and I love you all, even if we've never met.